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Don’t believe the depth of grief is reflective of my faith.
This is a very disturbing time for my family,  as we continue to pray for members of our family who are sick and hospitalized with Covid.
Yes, my heart is broken right now.
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My faith has never been stronger and can be a comfort, but this does not remove the pain and trauma that comes when someone suffers from a prolonged or painful illness.
This is however, the sad reality that we live in a mortal, frail, and imperfect world. Tragedies do occur – and there is no immunity from loss.
My faith allows me to be angry, but not angry at God.
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Hurt and brokenness is unfair and heart wrenching, for sure.
There are times when I wish I could be as strong as Job, but I’m human. I don’t understand the logic in suffering.
But I do believe that before my heart has broken, God’s heart was first.
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And I know that pain never passes, it will ease in time.
I will continue to spend time in prayer and worship and do everything within my control to stay healthy and positive during this horrible pandemic.
My faith and beliefs provide hope.
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Namasté